my life

Feeling really lethargic after the housework. I wonder how mum and all other housewives live with such a life everyday?

You’ve earned my respect! *Salute*

I was so glad that Friday is over. Yesterday was the worst Friday I ever had this year. I made a lot of mistakes, a heavy & pounding head and…I felt extremely tired. And as I thought my day was over, I had pepper in my eyes…Damn!

An interesting site: http://www.savethewords.org/

good if you are in the feeling smart mood…a good place to improve your vocabulary. Nicely laid out words waiting for you to adopt them. I haven’t tried adopting any words yet. Not sure how it works thou…

Now then…rest and tomorrow, I’m starting my yoga lessons again!

*cheers*

P.S. I’ve changed the blog song again. My new favourite from Transformers 2…

and I’d be in Bangkok….I pray that I’d be able to go this time… 

I keep having this feeling injected into me lately…I felt, I need to be somewhere else, building my career, a new life…I woke up last weekend, and I just felt that way. Am I going crazy?

Somehow, I feel, something better out there is waiting for me…hmmmm…Am I normal?

I wish that work flow will be slow this week so I can go for my holiday in peace…

Now, for my memory keepsake, these are the pictures taken last week at Harry’s @ Suntec…Great to drink at 4pm on the Saturday afternoon…

Shocking news huh.

Iconic King of Pop, just ‘popped’ and passed on. I’m not a die-heart fan of MJ but, I do like quite a handful of his songs. His infamous moonwalk dance, amazing.

Life’s a magical thing. One moment, you’re here and, the next, you’re gone. I’ve said this many umpteen times – Life is short, live it.

MJ will always be remembered, probably like how Elvis is remembered till today. He lives like he is still living…If you had a chance, would you want to live your life like this?

One of my favourites…

My prayers got answered at work…definitely good news, but definitely not going into detail…I’m feeling darn tired today…

Though happy, I could start the stress weighing me down already. Probably cause I’m kinda new to what I will be doing, but nonetheless, nothing is too tough to achieve. *smiles*

It is like a brand new motivation, a brand new challenge. I love my job.

1 more day to Saturday…

~whew~

Food for thought……

"Will you look back on life and say, "I wish I had," or "I'm glad I did"?" ~Zig Ziglar

Just came home from a dinner with my bro and mum. It’s his 18th birthday today. I feel old…Damn. It feels like, I haven’t really seen enough of my brother’s childhood, and now, he’s 18. So, the moral of the story is, cherish everyday like there’s no tomorrow. :D

2 more days to weekend…somehow, there’s been a change of plans…but, still a good one…*smiles*

hang in there…

Lastly, happy birthday pig!

Terrible weather today…gosh…I feel like I’d evaporate..

I booked myself another trip to the previous ‘failed’ trip to Bangkok again! It just doesn’t feel good not to be able to complete what I wanted to do! Plus, I think, it is time that I need another break again…2nd trip in the year as I’ve promised myself.

Caught ‘Drag Me to Hell’ last night with my friends….Scare the wits out of me…but at the same time, it was hilarious. Combining quite a lot of humour into this scary movie, quite a nice one. It’s been a long long time since I watched a horror movie in the cinema. I’m actually a coward. I’m scared of seeing scary things…

Back then, when I watched it with my Ex, he’d kind of get pissed off with me for covering my eyes. Then, he’d start his sarcasm with me. This time, I happily cover my eyes, as and when I want without having anyone to ‘nag’ at me…*hmmp* But, it would’ve felt better if I had an arm to turn to. *grin*

I can’t wait for the next weekend! My buds are coming over to my place for stay-over, booze & Wii gaming…HURRAY!!

So much for now…

Cheers to a good weekend!

finally!I ended work feeling almost breathless. ~gosh~

it’s been a face-paced day…finally my own time!

And then tomorrow, facial day!!!

Alrighty….back to my “Meet the Fockers”…it is hilarious!!!!

That pretty much sums up my weekend.

Lot’s of sleep, ample time with mum, and now, time to call my own.

Actually, something’s been bugging me today. For one, I don’t know how to put into words. Arghh…whatever…

Now, watching Meet the Parents, and sipping my flower tea…life of a tai-tai…But that is not exactly what I am looking for…

Somehow I can’t wait to get to work tomorrow.

And one more thing, I can finally sleep lately…all thanks to the medicine I’m taking now.

*smiles*

This week’s been horribly tiring and busy. I didn’t touch my home PC for a full 5 days straight. Rare, but this is how tired I was. Now, time to pen down somethings…The entry below was supposed to be posted last weekend, but I was sooooo tired…

(1 good thing about Windows Live Spaces, is that it allows you to post backdated entries. Wonderful. Not sure about the rest, I’ve never used them…)

Now, the entry for the week……

With a blink of an eye, it is past the 1-year anniversary of the start of my misery. Last weekend, was a night to remind myself that, life still goes on, and will only get better.

I still have doubts in myself. If I wonder, if today, I see a picture of him with another woman, how would I feel? Would I feel happy like how one of my friend saw her ex and his new girl’s picture? Or would it haunt me?

But, that is now what I want to find out now. Not yet. Right now, I still have doubts about my ‘recovery’. Well, time will tell…

This month too, marks my first year in the current company…I feel old. Shit…For once, I can proudly tell everyone, I love my job. It lifted me up, I worked my ass off to forget things. Work, is my indulgence. :P

One other thing that I’m glad I did was that, I took a day off from the busy schedule and went shopping with mum. You should see the glamour of happiness in her as we walk around, trying on shoes and bags. It too came to me that, she’s aged. Somewhere inside me, there’s guilt of not spending more time with her in the past years and only focusing on a man who end up hurting me. But at least, it is not too late for me to make amends.

Lastly, I’m in need of a holiday. Very soon! The urge of going away is getting stronger! I need help!

p.s. apologies for the distorted thoughts…I’m tortured by horrible cramps on a weekend! WTH!

Last weekend was the happiest night in the past 1 year. Our hangout was so goose-bump-ily hilarious.

The last time 4 of us went to the KTV was like 2-3 years back to celebrate C’s birthday. And last night, was a repeat of what we had 2-3 years ago, but with more power and fun. We went crazy, literally.

Like a few mad 24 year olds who escaped from the mental asylum, and hopped to Partyworld @ orchard for a night of what I call, “sing-screams”

But, it was so memorable and fun that every one went home feeling tired but, damn high…*smiles*

Now, being so single, I realised, I miss my friends a lot. I found another ‘pillar’ to hang on to.

Can’t wait for our next meet up!

These guys, are good! Gosh.

Okay, I AM SAVING UP FOR MY WELL-DESERVED HOLIDAY from today onwards!

I’m in search of travel ideas. I want a getaway. But where?

Short listing is not a good idea though, cause once I start thinking of which, ideas flood my brain.

All I know is, I want to go somewhere. I just want to go somewhere, where no one knows me, out of sight, out of touch for a short period. I want to have fun and see the world, and *cheekily* meet new guys. *smiles sheepishly*

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Our gathering last night was reduced down to just 2 persons, S and I. Dragged her to get a watch with me. Hee, and this, is my buy…I have a lot of self-control, except when it comes to shopping.

And from our meeting, I realised that, S’s friends actually read my blog! Hahaha..Surprisingly. This is my space for all sorts of random stuff, a place where I out rightly go into my Emo mood and talk all about my life.I’m surprised you guys aren’t bored. *grinz*

*waves* Hellos to all!

We spoke of many things and it’s got my brain cells running in full swing again. Let me sort out my thoughts first.

Well then, so much for now. Time to sleep.

Glad I did not go out today. Feel totally out of skin the entire day. I feel feverish. And now, pounding headache. The sun, is scorching me to death. *sigh* It is horribly stuffy now. *Arghhh*

Another week’s past. Next week will be June already. That kind of marks the 1 year anniversary of the beginning of “my suffering” last year. And, I’d have been in this job for 1 year already. Why isn’t there any “time traffic police”?

Having a girls night out tomorrow. Whoooo!!!

Watching “The Spiderwick Chronicles” now. A fantasy movie is a good way to end the week.

I am starting to believe that to have a good start to a week will affect you for the rest of it.

Just on Sunday night, I got all fumed up. And today, some hiccups at work.

Yeah, hiccups are normal and we need them to be in our lives. That is what make life interesting. To have 2 bad things in a window of 2 days consecutively, not quite interesting at all. And also, I need to whine and be Emo over things.

But, after a whine is over, time to move on and things will naturally get better. It will definitely…

Now, my whining is over. Time for youtubing my favourite – Britain’s got talent…This will end the day in a better note...